* Habemus VISA!! YES! Finally we applied our visa. It was relativity easy and we're HAPPY! Thank God! Now I'm imagining much more than before about our trip. The places, the parks, the noise, the cabs, the stores, the culture... HERE WE GO! The best news of last minutes was that Mariah will release her CD on June! Well, there's a hope I will watch her show, isn't there? since now I'm praying for God to give me this gift, LOL.
* Sometimes I just thinking about human being can be cruel and cold. Specially at the job. It seems we are just machines. Do you remember the Charles Chaplin's movie Modern Times? Like those industry employees, we are pieces of a mechanism. There's a system and we must follow it. They don't see our lives, we are people not robots. We feel feelings. We have kids to feed, a husband to care, a house to clean, market to do. We have to have fun. We are HUMAN! Please respect my profile! I'm not equal another one. I won't to react equal another one. I won't to knock on your door and say you what I'm doing on my day. I don't need this! You know what I'm doing. You can prove this. Don't you say you have NUMBERS? Yes, you have MY numbers and for what? Tell me! I have a challenge for you: let me be who I am and prove you that I'm COMPETENT. Ops... again, I don't need this, because you KNOW I'm competent. It was just an expression of repressed thoughts and feelings. I don't want your badly, seriously. On the contrary I want your happiness. Be happiness. Maybe therefore you let me in peace.
The life is so short and delicated to waste time with small bad things. In this moment I just want to close my eyes and transport me to another place. A place of peace. A place where I can do what I like in truth. God I wondering if one day I'll get this. Wake up happy and light knowing I'll work with I always wanted. Feel free about the chains that confine me inside of a concrete box. Art. I breath art. My pores breath art. One day... one sweet day. I believe in.
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