God's Answer

It's funny... I was reading the old posts and found this one. And I reflected about this. Well, God is extraordinary!! Because the situation of my job it's totally different nowaday. Yes, I'm living in peace. Ok, not the ideal ambience, but today I can't claim. The person I said on that post was gone to another project. So another person arrived and continued disturbing me, pursuing me. And I remember about the Isaiah 43: "I will work, and who shall let it?". One day I was going to my home and thinking about all my worries... my current Chief - a woman I have to say - wanted to move me to another project that I didn't want to. I would work with another things, change my current profile and it wasn't on my plans. So I was listening to a CD of Worship Ministry Diante do Trono and suddenly started to play the song "Não Temas". Back they started to sing "I will work, and who shall let it?"... God! My legs tumbling down! On time I understand the divine message. Seriously! On that time in my heart I could feel I didn't to move on. God was talking to me. I put this words in my mind and heart and then I trust Him. The result? I'm here, at the same project, doing the same job. GOD BE PRAISED!

I felt the need to give this testimony. Maybe you are waiting for a response. Maybe you are worrying about something. But GOD say to you "Fear not... I will work, and who shall let it?". Just trust Him, with all your heart. Don't doubt, He will work by you. Just rest in the Lord!

God bless you all!!

Wedding, the one word that I'm thinking about at this moment...

Yeah, babe. Only 30 days. Or less if you count today. I'm feeling butterflies... My band will do a special show on my wedding. I'm thinking about change our focus to weddings shows. Money-money-money. I'll make some business card and will distribute to my guess. =) To change our focus we need to change a part of our setlist, and I don't know if they will want to. But it's so funny play 80s/90s songs! Guaranteed fun!! \o/

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Now I'm wanting become an Wonderwoman! LOL Jokes aside, I'm getting serious about work out. EVERY DAY. Don't waste neither day. The program is: during 30 days, performing one hour of aerobic. Walking, running, bike indoor, jump rope, anything is effectual! I want a slim waist on my wedding dress. =P Serious, it is sooooo tight! But it's very beautiful *__* I'll try to put a pic here after my wedding day.

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And the pursuit continues... I just keep my mouth closed. Do you think I won't stand? You're wrong. Kisses.

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* Habemus VISA!! YES! Finally we applied our visa. It was relativity easy and we're HAPPY! Thank God! Now I'm imagining much more than before about our trip. The places, the parks, the noise, the cabs, the stores, the culture... HERE WE GO! The best news of last minutes was that Mariah will release her CD on June! Well, there's a hope I will watch her show, isn't there? since now I'm praying for God to give me this gift, LOL.


* Sometimes I just thinking about human being can be cruel and cold. Specially at the job. It seems we are just machines. Do you remember the Charles Chaplin's movie Modern Times? Like those industry employees, we are pieces of a mechanism. There's a system and we must follow it. They don't see our lives, we are people not robots. We feel feelings. We have kids to feed, a husband to care, a house to clean, market to do. We have to have fun. We are HUMAN! Please respect my profile! I'm not equal another one. I won't to react equal another one. I won't to knock on your door and say you what I'm doing on my day. I don't need this! You know what I'm doing. You can prove this. Don't you say you have NUMBERS? Yes, you have MY numbers and for what? Tell me! I have a challenge for you: let me be who I am and prove you that I'm COMPETENT. Ops... again, I don't need this, because you KNOW I'm competent. It was just an expression of repressed thoughts and feelings. I don't want your badly, seriously. On the contrary I want your happiness. Be happiness. Maybe therefore you let me in peace.

The life is so short and delicated to waste time with small bad things. In this moment I just want to close my eyes and transport me to another place. A place of peace. A place where I can do what I like in truth. God I wondering if one day I'll get this. Wake up happy and light knowing I'll work with I always wanted. Feel free about the chains that confine me inside of a concrete box. Art. I breath art. My pores breath art. One day... one sweet day. I believe in.

I S2 PICS

Because of this I love photography! S2 <3
The 50 Most Perfectly Timed Photos Ever

Thoughts

* Yesterday was a busy day! I worked a lot and it's good because my Boss think I don't work NEVER. It's so difficult to me realize this... I struggle every day to show my professional side but don't worth. It discourages me. However I go on and look forward to the future. I know I'll learn a lot here and hereafter I'll get something good.

* I found a webpage that has crazy photos of tattooed women. Simple? Normal? NOT! These women are of a long time ago!! For you to have idea the first pic was of 1907! And rolling the screen you will find a pic of 1860!!
Tattooed Women


* I ate a lot! OMG! I just forgot my gastritis and ate 3 breads with roast prime rib of beef. YUMMI!! So delicious but my stomach cry, hahaha. The worse it's the gastritis make me hungry but when I eat anything, I get sick. =( Now I'm chewing gum. =D (a little bit crazy I know)

* I found other webpage interesting... It's an article where a photographer say the backstage requests of celebrities. He say and photograph the things like dead nature. There's some bizarre things. LOL
Backstage Requests

See ya.

Marriage and Honeymoon

Well, well, well... I didn't say but I'll get marry on June. Less than 60 days. O M G!!!!!!!!! Actually I'm already married but just in civil, in a religious way not. My worrying about the celebration is killing me! It's true. I got a gastritis in this last days. So much things to think about... details of party, bridal shower, honeymoon trip...

HONEYMOON TRIP! This is a VERY IMPORTANT THING! LOL
On the next week we'll apply our visa, the only point is missing to complete our hapiness. We bought the airline tickets and booked our place to be. Can't wait to say: "HERE WE GO TO NEW YORK CITY".

Now I'm feeling butterflies with all this plans. Can't wait to see our plans come true. I wondering the day of the marriage, the moment that we'll to travel... arriving on NEW YORK... so much dreams and so close to me! *__*

*Writing this post listening to EMPIRE STATE OF MIND II - ALICIA KEYS

Plan it's not a guarantee for realization!

Well... uhhh... Plans are made to be changed, ok? LOL We won't go to the Europe anymore. The flights are expensive. I had a problem with my credit card and I had to wait to solve this, so I lost the sales. :(

Buuuut, I will not cry. Becaaaause I'll go to NEW YORK!!! Actually this was our first plan... So, we decided to risk and try to go to NYC! Already bought the flights. :)

Last Sunday we got the passport. It was simple. One week to take it. And on the next week we'll schedule an appointment with the consulate.

LET'S GO TO NEW YORK!!!